July 23, 2025

RAD RERUN!!! Kitchen Confidential

RAD RERUN!!! Kitchen Confidential
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When Cora finds her home ransacked in the middle of the night, both she and the local police force are shocked to discover the unlikeliest of culprits.

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To the restless, the insomniacs, the stressed out, the overwork

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the doom scrollers, the worried, and the board. This is

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for you. Good writing is meant to make you think.

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This is the opposite. Short, funny, and unfortunately true stories

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that have mostly to do with nothing to help you

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turn off your brain and turn on your ram. All

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names have been changed to protect the guilty. These are

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anxiety addicts bed time stories.

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The anxiety that seeped into Cora's brain didn't stop in

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that body part. There was the knot in her stomach,

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which reminded her of the wet tingled mess of clothes

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knotted up in the corner of the fitted sheet in

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the dryer, And it was a toss up as to

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which mess was harder to figure out in another life.

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Before she was a mom of three, Cora had been

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a project manager. She was used to juggling a dozen

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people's different needs, schedules and too do lists. But this

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skill set wasn't easily translating to her home because these employees,

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sorry children, didn't receive a salary and thusly had no

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motivation to listen. Cora tried to make herself laugh, imagining

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her brew dressed in pantsuits and ties, waddling into cubicles,

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smearing peanut butter and slime on every available surface. But

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she was running on fumes, and there was no well

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of energy for any kind of smile, let alone a

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legitimate chuckle. There was, of course, all the usual housekeeping,

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the never ending pile of laundry with stains that occasionally

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made her shudder when she contemplated their origins. It was funny.

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When she'd been pregnant with her first baby, a son

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who they ended up appropriately naming Wiley, she had a

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friend tell her that there was nothing your kids could

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ever do to gross you out. The diapers, the vomit,

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the messes. Being a mother would make you immune to

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reacting to any of these quagmires of parenthood. When Wiley

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had his first stomach bug after eating a dinner of blueberries, chicken,

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and pickles, Cora quickly learned that this assumed universal truth

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did not apply to her. She vomited right alongside her

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ten month old, and she hasn't eaten a pickle in

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seven years. Wiley wasn't the problem. He was a good kid.

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Now seven years old and a few months into second grade,

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He got into the usual shenanigans. And yes, she did

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catch him in the neighbor daring and succeeding in getting

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each other to eat worms after the rain storm yesterday,

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But she didn't have to helicopter him for the most part.

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And even though the idea made Cora want a puke

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and hide in a closet, there probably wasn't anything wrong,

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at least from a health perspective, with eating worms. Her

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second kid, Penelope, wasn't exactly a tornado of childhood energy either.

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Penelope loved arts and crafts and fixing things. Cora had

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learned from a very young age that putting her middle

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child in a kitchen chair with some glue, popsicle sticks

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and buttons could entertain the munchkin for easy ninety minutes.

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If she and her husband Bobby were being honest. The

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ease of raising Penelope had made them want to try

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for a third and that's how eighteen months earlier they'd

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found themselves in a familiar wing of the hospital, welcoming

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Bobby Junior. Bobby had been a different kind of kid

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than his brother and sister from day one. First of all,

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when he came out all wriggly and kicking and screaming.

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The doctor counted four blood blisters on each heel. Cora

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had certainly been kept awake at night for months at

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the end of this pregnancy with his kicking, but hadn't

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realized that even in utero, Bobby Junior knew how to

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get attention. He'd started crawling at six months old, which

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made him highly ambulatory from almost the get go, and

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Cora had already been prone to anxiety and what was

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in retrospect probably a little bit of postpartum depression. So

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for the past year she had been on extremely high alert.

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She was such a light sleeper that she'd wake up

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when the wind changed direction, even when all of their

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bedroom windows were closed. She'd rushed to Wiley's room for

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a bad dream, or Cora's for a whimper and a

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drink of water, and then Bobby Junior's, as he seemed

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to think that three am was the perfect time for

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the whole family to wake up and engage with a

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stimulating conversation in baby babbel. Yeah, she was exhausted. If

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you listen to us, because you too have difficulty sleeping.

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You know the toll that endless hours awake and the

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night can take. You can feel so great, but also

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confused and disoriented. Maybe you find yourself talking to people

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and saying things like I don't know, I've already told

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you this, but and then they interrupt you, hopefully gently,

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and say, yes, you told me about it at midnight

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and at two am and at five point thirty, and

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then you called me about it this morning. Or you

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do something like put your dog in the car instead

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of your kid. Maybe you lose the remote control and

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find it in the cheese drawer next to the cold cuts.

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You may leave the house wearing two different shoes, or

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have forgotten the shoes altogether, and find yourself at your

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local Kroger in your nineties bunny slippers. These are all

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hypothetical situations, but this was the headspace where Cora found

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herself living, and there was this mental health cherry on top.

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She was unconsciously becoming a little paranoid, which makes sense.

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If you feel like you can't trust your own brain,

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how do you trust anybody else's shuffling out of the

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grocery store with all the things that she didn't need

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forgetting both whole milk and children's tile and all her

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bunny slipper's soft bottom repeatedly pierced by the parking lot's gravel.

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Cora walked up and down the spaces, searching for her

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silver Mini van. It wasn't where she left it. She

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knew it. It stolen, she told herself, and her stomach

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sank to just above one of the bunny's pink ears.

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Now what call the police, Tell the manager? The milk

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was going to go bad in the sun. While she waited,

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Cora had yet to realize that she'd forgotten all the

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dairy products. She pulled out her keyfop frantically pressing the

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lock button, straining her good ear for the reassuring sound

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of a toyota's beep. Just as she thought that she

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heard a muffled noise, she was interrupted. Mama Cora whipped

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her head around and saw a little eighteen month old

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Bobby Junior had managed to wiggle himself out of the

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cart's child's seat and was climbing down the side to

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open the can of pringles that she'd bought while thinking

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about soccer sign ups. Oh, Cora, Bobby, she screamed, catching

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his pudgy body before it blopped onto the ground. And

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that's when the shopping cart began to roll, Cora chased it,

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Bobby wailing on her hip the store of Starbucks employees

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enjoying the frantic mother show on their smoke break. The

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cart picked up speed heavy with the weight of Seltzer

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water on a two for one special. It rolled and weaved,

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and then slammed directly into a bumper, leaving a dent

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the sides of a toddler's fist. Luckily, it was a

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twenty sixteen Ciena minivan, and okay, maybe this wasn't lucky,

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but it was hers. Once the grocery bags were loaded

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into the trunk, Baby Bobby was strapped into his car seat,

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and Pringle's cans were opened. Because who could even deal

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with thinking about calories at a time like this. Cora

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sat in the driver's seat, blasted the ac and refused

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to cry. You got this, she told herself, It's just

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the babyface. Soon you can go back to work. Maybe

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Bobby's parents will finally move to town and be able

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to help. She was very conflicted about the idea of

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sharing a zip code with her in laws, but this

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was a desperate moment. When they got home, cor chugged

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two cups of coffee and forced herself to tackle her

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to do list. She picked up the house, put away

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the kids clothed, vacuumed the previous night's popcorn fight, folded

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her four hundredth load of laundry, put the groceries away,

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and prepped dinner. She put Bobby in a stroller, this

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time triple checking that he was buckled in, and took

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the dog around the block. She got back in the car,

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picked up Penelope, then Wiley, then her husband's allergy prescription

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at the pharmacy. She was all the way home before

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she remembered that she had forgotten the milk. It was Tuesday,

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so Cora made tacos. It was supposed to be an

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easy dinner, meant to take the mental load off and

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facilitate an easy cleanup. But dinner for a family of

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five is never easy, unless you're a bunch of grizzly

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bears all feasting on the same dead elk. But even

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then someone had to go out and kill it, so

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you know, never easy. Bobby the dad, put down Bobby

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the baby, and Cora got the older two into a

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bath in their pajamas. She begged, pleaded, and cajoled for

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them to brush their teeth, their hair, and agree on

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a bedtime story. Then get cups of water, band aids

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for Owie's ointments for bug bites, and pillowcases without quote

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unquote scary ducks on them. By the time she turned

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out the lights, Cora had one of those nights where

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you fall asleep within seconds of your head hitting an

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alien printed pillow in a three year old's twin bed.

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Cora didn't even realize she'd fallen asleep until around midnight,

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when she woke with a start. Maybe it was her

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surprise at not remembering falling asleep in the first place.

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Maybe it was the sheer, total and all encompassing a exhaustion.

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Maybe it was a weird sound, or a pot fell

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from the drying rack next to the kitchen sink. The

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point is, who knows what it is, but a familiar

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pit of anxiety formed immediately in her stomach. She pushed

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her feet into her decomposing bunny slippers and walked downstairs,

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and what she saw she will never forget. The kitchen

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had been ransacked. Corrus stood on the bottom stair, clutching

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the banister, her lips stretched apart like a big mouth bass.

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She tried to call Bobby's name, but the words were

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stuck somewhere in her throat. She opened and closed her eyes,

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maybe ten or eleven times, just trying to take it

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all in. Every drawer was open, its contents spilling out

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into the home depot flooring. Boxes of food and utensils

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had been dumped and spread across the counter and area.

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Rug A brown goo covered the kitchen island wall. Was

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that feces and the ants had already found a path

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to the chaos. Lights were on the couch, cushions were

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utterly disheveled. Cora turned and sped up the stairs, shaking

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her husband from his sleep, trying her best to form

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at least one cohesive thought. Someone broke in. She yell,

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whispered into his startled face. I'll call the police, he said,

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picking up his phone off the nightstand. You go check

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on the kids. Cora raced to the children's bedrooms and

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thanked whatever entity above, ensured that they were all fine

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and sleeping soundly. Cora grabbed her pink robe from the

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bathroom floor and stood at her bedroom window, her heart

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pounding like an exploding bomb in her chest, waiting to

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see the lights of a police car. Bobby held her

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close as they stayed on the phone with the operator.

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How do we know the perpetrator has left the premises,

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Bobby asked the dispatcher. If Cora had anywherewithal, she would

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have found her husband's choice of language funny, But everything

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was too scared. Smile. The officers will enter through the

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front door and sweep the first floor while you wait.

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Copy that, said Bobby, who worked in sales and watched

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too much dateline, mister Green, the officers responding or saying

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that the front door is locked. Cora heard the words

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through the receiver and stared at her husband with a

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face of terror and shock. He locked the door behind him.

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She whispered to Bobby, Sir, is there another door? The

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dispatcher prompted the backsliding door by the porch. Bobby whispered

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into the phone. He waited for the police officers to

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canvass the back of his house, find the dangerous criminal

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and be interviewed by Channel eleven eyewitness news. Sir, that

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door is locked as well. Do you feel comfortable coming

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down and letting them in? This time, it was Bobby

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who looked like he'd seen a ghost. Yes, of course,

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be right there. Bobby turned to Corra, squeezing her hand

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as if he were going into back. She nodded, because

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really that was kind of all she could do. Standing

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under the bright kitchen light, bleary eyed, wearing her least

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attractive garment and of course, bunny slippers, Corra tried her

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best to answer question after question from the young deputy

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with the notepad. He wasn't getting much. She couldn't put

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it all together. She was so tired and simultaneously wired

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that she felt nauseous, especially with the sight of the

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brownish substance smeared across her walls. And ma'am, ma'am, ma'am,

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the young deputy attempted to rope her back into reality.

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What is missing? Coora took Bobby's hand. Together they walked

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around the living room, the small dining room, the kitchen,

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and the breakfast nook. For all of the wreckage, the

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insane mess, everything of value seemed to be in its

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correct place. Cora's purse sat untouched on the bench by

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the door. Bobby's wallet and keys were right on the

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table where he always left them. The kid's iPads were

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plugged in by the hand medown desk, and Cora even

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had a necklace sitting on the kitchen counter that she'd

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been meaning to take to the jewelry repair shop for

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three months. I just I don't, I can't, but yet again,

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Cora was interrupted. Bobby Junior, with his chunky cheeks and

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Mickey Mouse pajamas, was standing at the top of the stairs.

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Cora raced up the steps to hold her baby boy.

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His face was red, right red. Buddy wasn't crying. Something

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else was going on. Mama Cora may have been utterly exhausted,

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but that didn't stop her maternal instinct from kicking into overdrive.

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She took a long look at her youngest son. What

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was his face? Saying wanted E not utter? E not utter?

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What is her spun? Bobby Junior waved his hand gesturing

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to the havoc on the floor below. I'm sorry. The

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guilt in his little body was palpable. Cora doesn't remember

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who realized at first. Maybe it was Bobby, who, although

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sleep deprived, was nowhere near Cora's level. Maybe it was

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the young deputy who was excited to prove himself as

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the newbieyond the forest and had consumed twenty four fluid

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ounces of a monster energy drink on the drive over.

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Maybe Bobby Junior's face just said it all. But that

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midnight on a Tuesday, the whole scene came into focus.

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Cora rubbed her bleary eyes. She saw the open Costco

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sized peanut butter jar next to the smeared brown mess.

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She saw the shredded goldfish bag, the pringles, the couch cushions.

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She no longer saw the work of a dangerous criminal.

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She saw her eighteen month old now standing on the

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landing outside of his room. It dawned on her that

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this little rascal was fully capable of climbing out of

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his fricking crib. Cora was almost too tired to be embarrassed.

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She picked up Bobby Junior and held him on her hip.

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I found the culprit, she quietly called down to her

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husband and the town's law enforcement. It turns out that, uh,

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Bobby Junior can, Yeah, he can get out of his crib,

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and also he really likes peanut butter. She turned to

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her husband, another thought popping into her mom's brain. We

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are so lucky he's not allergic Bobby. The dad nodded,

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still digesting what was going on in his house in

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the middle of the night. Your baby made a mess

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and you called the police. The younger deputy was not

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a muse us. He had been very excited about making

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his first arrest on that particular evening. I am so,

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so so sorry, Cora began, her eyes welling with tears

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of who knows what emotion? Can you please please not

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tell anyone about this. Cora was already self conscious enough

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at school drop off, with her wild hair, sometimes leaky boobs,

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and of course the bunny slippers. I have to file

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a report, said the deputy with a stern and utterly

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humorless voice. He clearly was less excited about doing paperwork

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than putting a person in handcuffs. As Cora and Bobby

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said good night to the police and thanked them for

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their service, they trudged back up to their bedroom, sticking

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little Bobby squarely between them and locking the door. Cora

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dreamed about cleaning her kitchen. They didn't tell the other

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children about the night's events. They even lied to the

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neighbors who'd noticed the cop cars, telling them that their

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smoke detectors had accidentally gone off. They didn't even tell

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the grandparents the truth about why Bobby Junior's room had

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a new lock on the outside of the door. You

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know how embarrassment is supposed to fade over time, How

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we are meant to get over events, mistakes, and humiliation,

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as if the ticking of a clock will somehow dilute

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those feelings. Well not for Cora. It's been years. Bobby

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Junior is now in elementary school. She submitted the story

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while hiding behind a pool noodle display at the supermarket,

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hiding from the deputy, her face burning red at the

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midnight memory. At least the situation made her remember that

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she was out of peanut butter.

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